21/01/09

School hmmm Seems that i did nth today just slack no mood dam sian
after school see mommy the mor say wan follow her go eat in the end nvr so ask wan go cycle mah all say ok only Jh =.= kns nvm we all go back ng come my house...

Homed make my bike dam long 1h+ around 3+ leave cycled ng home.. the go down slope BOOM... tire BOOM kns=.= eat wait ng come down they biked 2 mall i took taxi make bike ng go eat around 4.40 liao 5 needed go home de but dont care so cycled all the way 2 punggon end mor see police say dont go lah i dont wan kana write name... then me and ng say wont de so cycled in ng was on adrian didi bike the tire no grip de like my bike so he we all turn he overshot mor whent in abit then came out her BOOM ng fell down his arm bleed abit i say go clean he say use wat mor say shirt can then i use my shirt he say ok then say dont use bellow dirty =.= so i take out shirt liao he say dont wan diry ur shirt...nvm we cycle abit more in...

Ng went in wash hand with adrian me and mor talk talk play with bottle untill flat like pan cake =.= Best part ng come out say i nvr wash my hand i use something clean nia... then gota bike home dad and mom nagging =.= ask me go out eat...

Biked home just nice dad ask me come down go le...we go pick his workers and go moms shop there eat buffay or something spelling sux>,> reach saw my maid and mom we go eat...my maid eat 2 plate full WTF=.= then my mom next was the workers but that was around 1hour le then left me and my dad keep eatting >,> we eat 2h30min+ bah 7 to 9.30+ dam long and dam full...Got to work out to burn alot fats tmr pe and recess and after school T_T No choice i dont wan FAT=.=

Dad brought workers home then us bath and Now feel like slping just eat med...

I can't stop thinking of her...My feeling have not yeat faited away...But idk wat to do since she does not wan a stead le...Single?Mabe idk...i really dk...♥

Thats all dont wana drag le not feeling well... I myself wanted to bleed but did not seem that lucky... I wana bleed it out...